It's just a dream.
He's on the other side of the world to me. I am like a cat, a wild cat, aware of anything fake, unreal. I need a change. i need TO change. I need the dream.

I haven't used this is ages. I only do when I don't know where else to voice my thoughts anymore.

Only all different?

i recently found a love for using what i call the anime smiley because i realise it puts down in a 'picture' how you really wanna express a 'bleah/grr' moment.

mum: RACHAEL DID YOU SHAVE YOUR FACE??

rach: what d'ya think i am, a man?

mum: i dont know, your pimples look like stubbles.

-.-

i'm telling you things you really shouldn't know, ohhoohhh baby i'm lost in emotion.
Am i a fool?

I realise i really am very addicted to 80's music

While i was at the place which gave me one and a half years of good and bad memories, i broke down and cried. I don't live there. And yet I am sad.

In the meantime, I need to sort out my confused state.

I'm sorry it didn't happen. And maybe all you're doing and saying is helping you feel better. So be it.

Lovin' life.

squint and read people

x x

Leave tonight or live and die this way